WHYYYYYY are you soo Amazing!
Whats yo secret gurllll?
Heeyy. :D Lol, I don’t really consider myself amazing. But thank you. And no, I don’t have any secret. XD Just being myself I guess. And it’s not amazing. Haha.
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hello. i never know what to say on these. ._. but, i’m just going to ramble for a couple of minutes… anyway. Don’t you find it weird, when your young you just want to grow up, but when your old you just want to get young again? i don’t know. i just think its all stupid. i don’t want to grow up. i want to stay 15 forever. but it doesn’t work like that, because i’d also like to have my future. but, i’m scared about letting myself down and not doing anything. but i don’t think i’m going to be like that. i also, strangely enough see myself with a future with this guy. Its crazy. I don’t like like like him. But i don’t know. There’s something that makes me see it. I only get to see him once every 6 months. our lives are worlds apart. it’s crap. he’s the total opposite to me, and if it was anyone else i would hate them so much. but it’s him and it’s different. he taught me to say ‘fuck it’ and not worry about death. because, fuck it, what can you do when your dead? yeah, well, i’m going to sleep. i might leave you another formspring, i dont know. ;p
Hey. I’m glad you decide to ramble. :D Yeah I feel that too. Because when you are younger, we feel so care-free and don’t usually worry about a lot of things. And yes, it’s nice to think about what your future will be. If you’re doing good on what you do in the future. But I guess that’s what life is. :D There’s nothing wrong of thinking that kind of things with a guy, cause he’s your friend I bet. But you never really know what future will take you. :D Death is one of the things I look forward to. IDK why, but I’m way curious of what’s within it. I bet it’s peaceful. :D But I’d like to live longer tho. Good night then.
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